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[05 Nov 2007|10:29pm] |
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I was reading back through my entries the other day out of boredom, and I was surprised at how clever some of this shit was.This used to be such an outlet for me, but honestly I have had no wishes to post anything in a very long time.I came across one in which I desired that my whole wardrobe consisted of black, white and gray, somehow I managed to make that one a reality.And well i would not be updating once again if it wasn't for the fact that I am way beyond stoked about the investment I made today, haha best one in a very long time.So completely bad ass! :)
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[13 May 2007|05:34pm] |
Peter Murphy came to me like a dream last night.Now you listen, I often leave my *erm* myspace running while in a deep sleep, but last night I woke up to Peters gorgeous vocals in "I'll fall with your knife" twice. It was quite an emotional ride the second time around.Naturally I was in that half asleep half awake state of mind, it all formed into knots in my stomach and for some reason I felt like crying.
Oh and yes it is true, I've cut all my hair off and I feel wonderful! :D
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[19 Apr 2007|12:04am] |
A monthly recap of some sort..
Yesterday, I was in my very first car accident as of yet.A 17 year old scene boy with horrible texting skills rear ended me with his fucking VW rabbit.
Today I felt horribly fat, fuck you if you feel I am pretentious for saying so, I am miserable as fuck and feel completely uncomfortable!! I bought a few pairs of black lounge pants the other day. I plan on wearing them until I lose all the weight I've gained, that and because most of my pants simply dont fit anymore.
I quit Chilis, I refuse to waste any more of time at that place.I am going back to working at AE for now, a couple of nights a week as well, a little change for me hah
I also feel that for the first time in over a year,I can breath once again.All thanks to an amazing girl I finally had the pleasure of meeting.The beginning of a beautiful friendship.
I took a bubble bath and now I have tons of new music to listen to :D
Good few days ahead.I am not allowing peoples bullshit get to me anymore, which is another topic all on its own!
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[09 Apr 2007|09:42pm] |
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The Chameleons have got to be one of the most underrated bands.I love driving nowhere with their music as a guide through my aimless expedition.You know when a band is great, when their music squeezes out every possible human emotion out of you all at once.Not long ago they were given to me by a boy with a big heart and a weak spine, but that is not the reason behind the sadness they provoke in me.
Those tiny voices in my head, the most ruthless ones of all.Right at this second are telling me to go back to an old habit, but I wont.
Also, last night I had an interesting conversation about beauty and nudity with a dear friend.Do you understand completely when I say to you, that never have I once felt sexy in my life, but definitely beautiful when I am naked.Confident in clothing yes, but not once, sexy.Which leads to snips of another conversation I shared with a stranger at work.In my past I've had a share of acquaintances and relationships with men whose lives were mainly driven by the pleasure of sex and women.Never, not once had they even attempted a sexual encounter with me.She said to me I should feel respected, some days though, I feel rejected.
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